Temple Square with the girls

We sure had a fun time together looking at the lights. Its insane how many beautiful lights they have up and how perfect they are. It was so cute to see my niece experience the lights and take pictures with us. She sure didn't want to leave and neither did I.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

What can you say...

Well yall we are on to christmas. I can't believe that thanksgiving is already over. I was extremly excited to go out for black friday this, not sure why but I was. I guess I think that it is kind of a thrill to be around all those people and trying and fighting for the best deal and getting your hands on something that someone else can't. I went to the riverdale target at about 4:40 am and can I say holy shit! sorry there is no other way, holy cow does not do it justice. There was a line around the building and into the parking lot. At the point I didn't want anything that badly so I went somewhere else for awhile. I did come back at about 5:30 am. I got what I needed and waited in line for serioulsy an hour with all 25 of the check out stands open. While standing there for an hour I was able to observe the people and what I noticed was that a lot of people have horrible hair! I know it is my profession and so I can't help but look but even if I wasn't I still think I would have noticed. Seriously guys you should have seen some of the hair, I wish I would have gotten a picture but that would have been a little obvious. But I went on my way and did a little more shopping for the day. Black friday was insane, but productive in the end. I am ready for christmas to already be over however. I normally can get in the spirit but this year I wish I could wake up and it would Jan 1st and it would have already happened and I would have just slept through it all. I do wish everyone a happy christmas and merry new year.

Just some more pics...

I am obsessed with my niece rose and nephew tate. Here are some pictures of the two that steal my heart everyday....

These two melt my heart

At peach days in brigham

She is truly a drama queen

Halloween...it came, is gone, here comes christmas!!

It's been awhile. I have yet to post any pictures so I am going to try and upload a few that I just got off my phone. Just some quick updates, for those who care ha ha!

*Time is flying and I am trying to keep myself occupied through the holidays. My heart is not always in the best of place so any ideas to keep me busy let me know.

*Halloween was somewhat of a disappointment this year. I was sick along with my niece and sister in law. I didn't get to dress up which I so badly wanted to do for it is my favorite holiday. We were able to take my niece trick or treating for a bit, she was a bumble bee and so freaking cute if you ask me. We are starting to feel better but with all the crap going around who knows anymore. We did carve pumpkins which was fun. I made one for my work, which I will put a picture. Ya know it sucks that pumpkins dont stay fresh. You serioulsy have to carve a new one like every 2 days. However... I didn't totally miss halloween I guess. Last saturday I went to a work party thing and went with two of my coworkers whom I love. For some of the pictures they need an explanation. I went as a devil, mike as an angel and kiele as a burgler. Mike is gay( as you can tell in the picture) and he is very comfortable with himself. Just look at the pictures and they speak a 1000 words. Lets just say he is and was the life of the party!!!















*I went to walmart today and guess what was playing over the speakers... oh you guessed it CHRISTMAS MUSIC!!! HELLO GUYS WHAT HAPPENED TO THANKSGIVING? Speaking of christmas let me know if anyone has any home craft ideas or ideas for co-workers gift. I know it sounds lame but I am going to try and go with from the heart gifts this year rather than from the store ya know.

*I hope all is well and I will try and keep updated. I suck at this blogging thing even though I would like to be good at it. Hope all is well with everyone and that everyone uses hand sanitizer like it is their job!! Love you all.

Oh to those who have had a broken heart

At this moment, yes at 12:47 am (I have mondays off) I am laying in bed with the tear stained cheeks of someone who needs to learn to let go. Not only let go of a love, but of things that can't be anymore. Pictures for one are a bittersweet thing. They allow us to look at the past and remember the happy, sad, funny, etc moments in our lives and let other remember them with us but then they remind of us happier times then now, and of moments that we will never get back like our youth and high school when we had no worries like seriously we had no worries in high school and what worries we did have they were so minor to the lives we live now. I reorganzied some things in my closet today and came upon my old cheer uniforms(although I am missing one which I am bitter about and can't let go cause someone didn't feel they needed to return it) but I was thinking what do I do with them?! They are a part of my highschool experience and I want my kids to see them one day but do I keep lugging them around or do I do something cool with them like make a blanket( like my good friend natalie had done which I need to ask her who she had do that and if I could get their number), or something decorative to help keep the memory alive. I need to learn to let go. I am going to work on letting friends go that will always be a friend but not the friend I so truly wish they were, the exboyfriend that I miss everyday, the memories of highschool and friends and just being a kid and the many other things that I am keeping bottled up inside me because those are things that you can't have back and you cant change what happened. They need to be put away and kept somewhere that when the moment is right they are brought out but other than that they are just something that happened once, good or bad.

Ok so now that i feel like my blog is somewhat updated and I am adding things and trying to add people I guess I will give a little update on myself. I am doing hair and nails out at Salon Pure in syracuse. Its beautiful and if you are interested check out my professional blog www.julespurenailhair.blogspot.com. I love what I do I really do have a passion for it but would still like to go back to school and do something with photography and get what I need to work for a plastic surgeon( ha ha is that how you spell it)?! I work crazy hours and that really is my life right now.

I live with my parents up in brigham city. It's not to bad but the driving part gets a little old and considering that winter is on its way, I am getting a little stressed out. It is also stressful being 23 and still living with your parents but hello its way to expensive to live on your own.

Yes after 6 years I am now single. I am not quite sure how I feel about it. Its all the feeling combined. We are still friends and did end on a good note. Dating honestly scares the crap out of me considering that I haven't done it for 6 years but I am open to the option. My heart truly hurts some days and I wonder what I am doing and why this is happening to me now at this age. Yes I know I am not that old but in utah it sucks to be single past the age of 21. I do love him still and always will.

Other than that not much is new with me. I have a sweet niece and nephew but you will see me post several pictures of them and get to know them soon. I hope everyone is doing well and I am excited to stay in touch with other people on something other than facebook or myspace. Love you all!

Heres an update

Its crazy that at the age of 23 almost 24 I am single and totally freaked out to date. I hate that is doesnt bother me all day until I am ready to go home and realize I don't have much to go home to and then I get to go back to another 12 hour work day and start all over again. Its at this point that I sometimes wonder what the hell I am doing with my life.

Ok so help me guys

So if any of you can help me when you see this let me know ha ha. I am not sure how to get the followers on the right hand side of the screen or how to invite people to see my blog or be a follower on my blog so any help that would be great. I am a little retarded when it comes to this stuff ha ha.

I am so happy to finally have my own personal blog. I work on my work one all the time that I have not had time to create my own so I am so happy to finally have it done. I am off to add and change some more things so be back soon!!!